So that picture is the only reason i have not flipped my shit. There is nothing I can do about what is done. So I see no reason to worry about it. I love Bob Marley and solbeam. He was a good man and she is a good woman. I strive to be a chill as Bob without all the weed. Man like I really am actually OK with being fired. I’m free. I would be even happier if finishline callled me later on this week offering me a job. Psh i mean who wants better pay, cheap fly sneaks, and better customers than amc? I do!!! lol…
Ohh i think another reason I didn’t feel too bad about being fired is that I refuse to let that place cause me anymore tears. I cried enough the day I got suspended. They didn’t even deserve that. Kristina’s first few words to me were right. This place is called AMC because it is like All My Children. Filled with drama. Ahh…I’m good. I guess it’s time to grow up some. UCF is only 19 classes away!!!!! woooooooo lol..
This was a great way to end a greater weekend. I don’t really remember Friday but Saturday Jaki my family and I went to Disney World!!! Ok pure fun. Good times mean old international men.We were insulted in a language in which none of us knew what it was or what he called us. If Jaki wasn’t there i would has assumed it a racial slur.
So today I played Rock Band 2. For most of the day until my mom shooed my friends away. But not before saying a prayer! Today was fun. Good times good times. I’ve come to the realization that jaki, Craver and I would make really good roommates. Idk we balance each other out.
Weird i was sure today would be one of those days that i got on here and wrote at least a 5 paragraph essay ranting and raving about how much I enjoyed today. Today deserves nothing less. Oh ah ah ah ah!!!! lol
I really wish my mom would get off my back with the whole church thing. Woman! Why can’t she realize that I will go to God when I am ready? It doesn’t matter what she wants but what I want. I’ve been trying to become self aware more often. Or in my mind to be constantly thinking. Its soo hard. I’m guessing that I have spent wayy too many mindless hours in front of a TV as a child.
I’m ready to get back to work and actually work as a crew lead. Despite the possible looks from others. I really could care less. Honestly, in would be nice if everyone liked me but that may not be the case but if you don’t like me you damn sure better not think that i don’t work my ass off because I do.
Oh! Today i bought a calendar for next year. I’ll learn a word a day and I’l try to incorporate it in to my everyday dialogue. Ehm…I’m done..I have nothing else to say.
10 HOURS LEFT!!!!!COD4!!! WOOOOOO
Today was a horrible way to end a great week. Promotion and suspension with in what 72 hours? What a record…Man this sucks…I work so hard. But this is what is and I can’t change it. I’m so tired of being a nervous wreck about things that i have no control over. It sucks. Life isn’t fair. It doesn’t matter how hard you work if someone wants to move up they will take down who ever is necessary to make them look better. Its a shame. But I feel bad for people like that because once you get to where you think you want to be you realize that your alone because no one wants to be around a person like that. gosh have I really gotten to the point to where AMC is not just a job but a life style…Man…i need a life..lol…
But i need a way to make more money. Ideas anyone?
Well I went and saw Jaki’s friend Tyler’s band today and he was actually pretty good. I thought she said he was great just because they were friends but no. He was really good.
Man i cant breath out of my nose. This is why I dont cry it messes me up. Well i’m tired..Its been a long day.
I am completely confused. I don’t understand how all of this is happening when
- I was off clock and not in uniform
- I was not on work property
- The shirt was all dirty from the wear and tear of work so i was going to throw it away anyway.
- It was clear that in the video it was celebratory and not malicious of attempting to deface the name of the company
- The cop found it funny
- Its the holidays and it is way to busy to have these consequences for a small bad judgement.
- All of us work hard and if we are in trouble then the supervisor that condoned it should be in trouble as well. He has a bigger role in leadership than us.
- Its pretty clear that we didn’t think we were doing anything to jeopardize our job because there is no way that we would have done it or recorded it or even put it online.
- It is completely DUMB!!!
Thats all im going to say about it.
