Decoding Diesel

Nov 04
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Procrastination and everything

Maybe I’ll blog later…Yeah procrastination is really becoming a problem. I’m just not really motivated to write papers that don’t really matter. I just hope i stop before i get older and it prevents me from doing anything epic in the future.

But on another note I think it’s pretty weird that I’ve been alive but I’ve just started living. I never really understood what people used to mean by are you alive or living I just stared blankly like “bitch?! am i not standing here???”. Then again there are a lot of things I don’t know or that i never noticed until I got high for the first time. I don’t care what anyone says smoking the refer..hehe…changed my life for the better. For instance before i was constantly worried about what other people thought of me so I just didn’t say much and now I could really care less and I’ll actually say some pretty off the wall stuff. I don’t mind sounding weird. More things have changed i just really don’t know how to put it in to words. Being this way makes it way easier for me to talk to people and make friends. When ever i pass away I was people to always remember me being pretty random and fun. Who else do you know wonders about things like in people form Florida are Floridians and people from New York are called New Yorkers then what are people from Maryland or North Carolina called. Or i want people to remember me saying things like “wagwon!”. I like to make people laugh.

Man my hair smells sooo good! I love getting relaxers! I love going out! I love making money! I love my doggie b-murda! I love my mom even though a lot of the time I wish she would leave me the fuck alone! I love my car putt putt. I love going to visit family. I would love to go on adventures and come back with crazy stories! I love striving to be honest! i love talking to strangers but not the weird I’ve got puppies and candy in the back of my car wanna see strangers just normal people I don’t know.

Wow none of these paragraphs go together this is exactly what my English teacher was talking to me about. Connecting my paragraphs. Eh i hate English. Her class is ridiculous.

O man..i wanna go bowling again and ice skating pretty soon…